Issues

So i think i have problems haha.
A. my sanity dissappears sometimes, like all the time really. haha working on papers and stuff just makes me go crazy. like I've been studying forever and reading the Jungle, and i never want to eat meat again, but more than that i like can't even form a sentance right now.

B. Im like weirdly terrified and annoyed with commitment. I like the freedom but at the same time i want the benefits of it. Like, i get worried when people are attached to me cause I dont want them to have expectations but I can be attaatched to them just fine...Thats dumb hannah. like seriously dumb. haha.

"Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead and Christ will shine on you" Ephesians 4:13. I like this because sometimes when I take my medicine I feel like i'm just walking through my days asleep. LIke i'm not even there. And I like this verse because its like, dont be asleep dont let that be ok hannah. Wake up...GET UP!
I don't know what i'm doing with my summer or my life and sometimes i freak out about that but i have to let go. I was writing in my journal about all this stuff the other night and like freaking out, litterally like panicking about what i'm gonna do. My ipod was on shuffle while i was writing and as i'm like scribling everything down in a furry, the song "Let it Go" by tenth ave north comes on and i was like "oh hey Jesus, I'm listening now" haha. it was a great reminder though