CARNIVAL RIDE!

Went to a carnival on friday night :) It was pretty fun. We got free funnell cake and pop corn and cotton candy...(Where was Turkey?)
but it was alot of fun. I got to hang out with some of the guys...which is fun and so much more of what I'm used to haha. My blog is all janky chronologically haha. the Carnival was great though. Don't know if i said anything about it but Beauty Will Rise is a great song. There's also this Ginny Owens (blast from the past much?) song called if you want me to...sooooo amaze. Ok Check.
I have so much work to do this week I should not be blogging. I should be lookinf for a job to make money so I can go to Uganda this summer and make my imaginings a reality. I should be doing all these things. And I'm gonna get it together. I'm here Jesus...not my will but yours. Say that over and over again to yourself Hannah...don't stop. Its not about me, maybe one day I"ll learn that.
moving on.




i'm tiny like the sun in this picture...but i try to convince mself otherwise

If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explination is that I was made for another world-i forget where i found that.If i get so frustrated with the world and myflelf but feel on fire when i'm with kids and like serving and such hos it is poosible that I"m made for this world...I'm NOT! as Anna always says so so wisely "the best is yet to come". It occured to me today that likethe throld sucks and I get so upsed and sad and angry but my like it status is when I'm helping those feeling the very same things as me. No this is world is not our home but God does have us here to make it a little better. To show how that 'beauty can rise' through Him. and I'm so greatful that He has given me the time to better his Kingdom...not always. Sometimes doing what I know Jesus would do or like acting the way that love would act makes me crazy! but I'm learning a little more each day about myself and about Jesus.