back to athens

I'm not ready. I am ready. What the heck am I doing with my life. I'm ready to know the answer to that question, sorta. I also love spontenaiety and just doing what feels right, even when its not part of some plan.

I hate that I'm a cryer. I teared up saying goodbye to my mother tonight. woof. really hannah? really?

I was having this conversation last night that I really didn't want to have and this person looked at me and sad "It's different, because we have been there and back again, together". After promptly mocking them I that person was right. THat kind of connection makes things different. It makes distance between people with difference. It makes going back to Georgia and leaving everybody you've been there and back again with here, that much harder. I hate when guys have girlfriends, its upsetting, because it changes the relationship you have with them. Which makes total sense sometimes its just tough. I suppose its the same with all my guys when I have a boyfriend, but its been awhile since that and I don't see it happening any time soon. Ok that was my soap box. I get attatched to people, I get links and when I have a connection, I have such a hard time leaving it behind, even when I know its smarter and safer to let it go.

Going back is going to be fun, like so fun. I can't wait to see Sarah and like snuggle. I can't wait to see all my other friends. I wish I could put athens like 2 hours from Nasvhille, that'd be so freakin awesome. I'm rambling.

SOOOO The storal of this Mory (yes that was intentional cause its almost midnight and I've taken 2 benadryl) is that Im goin back, and its gonna be interesting to be without my friends and Fam from nash. I've loved my house and not having to wear shower shoes...crazy. Ok I'm gonna sleep now
love you all