Beach!

I'm going to the Beach this weekend with some friends and I'm hoping its awesome. Im stupid and insecure sometimes and I'm hoping that wont get in the way. See my roommate Sarah, who is so precious to me, isn't coming. She's like my best friend here, seriously. So she would've been the one i was super comfortable with and she's not coming...but its gonna be fun. If all else fails i'll do as I always do and hang out with the guys hahaha. Ummm but yeah we're going to Jeyll island and i'm excited to hopefully get some sweet pics :) yay. I need to never be insecure and just know that Jesus is completely in love with me but I don't. I let people control me too much. I let the wrong people have a hold on my heart and I can't seem to shake them sometimes, its quite frustrating. I told Anna last night: "baby don't fall in love with anybody thats not your husband because if it doesn't work out that boy will have a hold on your heart you can't describe until you find your actual husband who you love more...just don't do it haha" we're both crazy.

Trying this new type of medicine, its like a ritalin patch, i think its gonna work out well for me. I don't feel like a super zombie.
I missed home this week, really just turkey and my mommy hehe :) But georgia is good. Its better than its been. Me and sarah bust out into song out of nowhere yesterday. Like we were studying and then all of a sudden we were dancing around our room with hair brushes and singing at the top of our lungs...i love her.

praying for hati. praying about rwanda.
Oh yeah, I think i might probably idk ever anything be going to Rwanda this summer for like June. IDK though i'm just prayin about it cause i'm confused and idk. ok thats all. Love you guys!