This is one of the candles anna and I made. They're magic
this is baby josiah, he's adorable and I love him.
I couldn't think of anything good to call this blog...brain oh my gosh i'm loosing my mind. some would argure that i never had one. Anna's my sanity and she's in TN so i blame that.
Ok so i haven't blogged in forever which is pretty typ. I've started back to my classes which i think should be interesting.
I've been reading Voice in the Wind by Francine Rivers and I LOVE IT! but the main character in the book is a Christian living as a slave in the roman empire, they hated Christians btw. But she knows she needs to share her faith and she is constantly beating herself up for not proclaiming the gospel every chance she gets. She feels guilty for not sharing every ounce of faith she has, even though its clear the other characters notice the difference in her. Ok, question time. Hannah, do people see a difference in your spirit because of the Holy Spirit in you? Would you share the Gospel every opportunity you get and do you feel bad when you wus out from proclaiming your faith? Sometimes, i rediculously think to myself about like when I sit next to somebody random in a huge class that doesn't know me I can be whoever I want. I don't have to be that Christian School girl. For that 45 minutes I can be like other girls and just laugh and be whatever. I'M SO DUMB!!!!!! why would I want to be anybody without Jesus? Why would HE not be everything I want to talk about and Feel and enjoy and share with those around me. Its not that I'm ashamed, I just think i let myself think that the rules and expectations of my faith put boundries on my life when in reality it is completelly setting me free. AMAZING thanks Jesus for loving me when i'm unbelievebly retarded.
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