The picture above is of this bridge in Ukraine, its called the Bridge of Love. People go there and put locks on this bridge when they get married or like even just with a best friend and write their names on the lock as a symbol of solidarity. it started after they broke of from the Soviet in 1991, it was their free expression of love, that they hadn't had. I thought it was beautiful.
1 John 3: 20 "For God is greater than our hearts." Ok, so thats like Dear hannah, insert verse here, signed Jesus. Haha, but seriously. I have so many emotions, and no i'm not some irrational girl and i'm not overemotional i just feel things very deeply and i know that about myself.
Anyways last night i went to this prayer and worship thing with mostly upper classmen girls and my friend Corbin. Earlier that day there had been a few comments about me that were just supposed to be jokes but they cut pretty deep and it was pretty hard to approach those who spoke them since i knew the meant no harm. But i was pretty upset about it and my friend gave me this verse. I had also been at this worship thing with these girls, just a time of prayer and confession and support and it was so great. And than last night around 1 am or so i realized (like the stupid person that i am and should have already realized) that God is bigger than all of my emotions and my hurt. Duh i mean i knew all this but its just so true. He outlasts my tears and my self pity and my sensativity. Its pretty amazing.
I had so much fun last night seeing a movie after worship with these girls :) they are so great and I was so glad my friend Corbin made me go with her.I've been spending a lot of time here looking for food like looking to be fed amotionally that i forgot to realize than when you try to go feed (all metaphorically of course) that you get fed in return. I must poor out to have room to recieve. It was a great friday night. THanks Jesus.
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