Take My Love

Take my Love
"I've used my fingers now i'm down to my toes of countin the days its been since i've seen your face. its a choice we made to stretch our love across differnt states telephone calls just aint the same. telephone calls just aint the same
runnin low on love you can take some of mine
take my love
take my heart and soul
take my mind till my mind grows old
take me anywhere you want to go
so many places i need to see
from texas (georgia) and inbetween
aint no distance my heart can't take
Again the words of this guy Stephen Fryrear, they are for my darling Turkey/Rorry/ Superawesome who i got to see sunday! It was such a happy moment. THe picture of us above is when I got back from africa, its the best :)
Ok there is so much going through my head right now that I won't bore you with. Um wow ok where do i start.

"When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability...to be alive is to be vulnerable."
~Madeleine L'Engle
I'm gonna follow this with a "You don't know what you're missing until you know what you lack." I figured this out driving back to athens this weekend. Since I got to school i've missed the like vulnerable, person to person relationships i had back home. I didn't figure out that thats what i was missing until i realized thats what i was lacking.DUH HANNAH! but for me fear = being alone, being useless to the people around me, not being there when i'm needed those types of things. Those things don't happen without vulnerability, which i'm usually pretty ok at doing. At school, i've been struggling, like failing some stuff and the people around me weren't. I was ashamed to be honest and tell them I was failing, and it was so lonely. Finally I had no choice, as my friend walked in and I was kinda a wreck haha, and guess what, I wasn't alone in the not doing perfect thing. God doesn't want us to be alone. There are people in our lives who are there to share our experiences with us, God thank you for making me be vulnerable with Katy. Madeliene L'Engle's quote here just seemed so applicable. As a relational God, He wants me to not be ashamed but to search those around me out so that I can feel His love through them, why am I so forgetful.
I'm so happy the sun is out today and that its the first day of the best season of the year!!!!
thanks for bearing with my long posts :))