I Fail at Words

Today again I must say that I fail, in general, but more specifically at words. I am struck by two things today actually alot more than that. I love a good hug, safe and warm, i miss those. I've had a couple but I miss my best friend, at perfect boyfriend height who gives the best hug ever. SHe is beautiful and knows me so well and she is so strong and I know that God is doing amazing things with her right now. I miss a couple others who just are comfortable to me, like as in the definition of comfort.
I am struck that in the same way God allows pain to everybody he also bestows his blessing certainty and promise over everyone. even me, even those in Uganda, and even people i don't like very much.
THe third thing that I am so unbelievably drawn to today are the Lyrics of a guy named Stephen Fryrear, look up his EP on Itunes its called "Heartstrings". He wrote the words and music to this song which i wish you could all hear, it is not available on Itunes.

Save our Generation
Listen closely and you might just hear
the lonely sound of a falling tear
comming down from the face of a beautiful girl
who's cryin out from the other side of the world
her body's hungry and her sould's empty
Aids has taken all her fmaily
What does this mean for you and me?
Pay attention are you listening:
She crys
save
save our
save our generation
Come and see our hearts they shine as bright as yours
just behind desperation

The songs for those who don't have a voice
and all your pain is just silent noise
until we realize what to say
we keep waiting for the world to change
less are waking up with eah sunrisewhat's ig gonna take to hear their cries
and they cry
save
save our
save our generation
come and see our hearts
they shine as bright as yours just behind desperation

A little bit of your love would soak up the tears
vanish the fears from our faces
please make it go away
everyday that I wake it's harder to take
the darkness that surrounds me
please tell me that you've found me
as we cry
Chorus
Save our save our, can you hear us calling out? time to act and the time is now hurry up before time is out on us
Save our save our save our generation

THanks for bearing with my long words. I know I seem crazy i promise its easier to read than it looks its not actually that long. <3