hey world its me!

I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe...
but seriously, I do.

And since I tend to put myself in this position where I feel very different from people around me I'm going to type out a list of my imperfections. I stole this from Turkey, and I'm ok with that, she would be too.

Mac and Cheese is my favorite food, i really could live off it
Chicken fingers are my other favorite...yes I like carbs thats ok with me
I watch dumb tv shows sometimes
I was/am a theater dork
I can't spell for my life, like seriously I fail.
I think there needs to be a font for sarcasm so everybody knows
People take me to seriously, I'm usually joking people
On the other hand I hate it when people don't take me seriously
I want to go to Rome, Ireland, Scottland Greece and it'd be awesome to go there with my husband, whoever he is
I think about who my husband will be, I think about the future
I hate school
I don't believe in grades, I believe in learning
I'm so ADHD someitmes its unbelievable
I pick at my lip and my cuticles all the time out of anxiety.
I hate expectations because they lead to disappointment too much of the time
I'm a bit cynical sometimes
but I'm also quite optimistic, yes I can be both
In one half of my brain I'm 25 and ready to be married, and in the other half I'm 5 and just want to believe that boys can only be friends and have cooties for the rest of my life
I'm talking about myself because as selfish as it is we all know that its thereputic
I'm amazed that Jesus loves me
Not half as confident as most people think
I'm also really confident sometimes. I hate it when I give people the ability to make me feel insecure
I'm amazed that Jesus loves me
I'm amazed that Jesus put people in my life who love me
There is no such thing as ugly and yet sometimes i stand in front of the mirror and wonder why it looks like i've got black eyes without concealer
Turkey is my best friend
Peopele say i'm irrational and overemotional, I'm not, I am just way more honest that most people are ready for
I've always thought about things differently than most.
I hate that I have to take medicine
I talk too much.
I tend to get attatched to people because I love them, I have a need to not be alone.
I'm not desperate or clingy I just don't realize that I'm annoying and seem that way sometimes.
I'm independant, i felt the need to say that after everything I just said because though I love people and love being with them, I've let them define me in the past and I had to dig myself out of that hole, more like Let Jesus dig me out of that hole and it won't happen again.
I love Gilmore Girls
I love history
music=so much of what keeps me not completely insane
Africa has seriously taken my Heart. I think about it far too much.
I take pictures, lots of them, being able to show the world how i see things is cathartic for me.
I'm silly and goofy.
I don't take myself too seriously. I laugh so much.
I'm a cryer, seriuosly I cry when I don't know what else to do.
I love musicals.
I love holding hands, more than like anything.
canada
i wish i was a dancer
i'm gonna stop writing cause i'm silly.
i'll probly put a few of these things at the bottom of every post haha sorry team