Home

I drove home thursday and suprised Turkey at her volleyball game, it was amaze. After she finished we met in the center of the court and hugged forever, and we both teared up. It was so fun. We than went to panera and just talked non stop until we got to school where i left her. I than stayed up till like 2 in the morning talking with my brother and sister. It was such a precious time of just loving on each other and being real and laughing and I've missed them. It's the first time that we've all come home, as opposed to them coming home to me.
Friday I did some silly stuff and than went to school and got to see my teachers that i miss so much. It was really good to catch up with them. It was so strange to be back there everything smells the same. its silly that I expected it to be different but oh well. Turk and i went to the game, than saw FAME and than she slept over and it was so good to just have her there with me for all those hours. I love my best friend so freaking much i don't even have words sometimes. I spent alot of time with my piano when i was home just playing is so cathartic.
Being home was great. A little strange but awesome. It hard to drive back alone after a weekend filled with people who know you so so well. But also good to be back at school and to have people say that you were missed. That's selfish i'm aware, but I'm also OK admitting that it felt good to be missed, and made me feel a little more secure in being here and not in Nashville.
:)